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454 Cissy Pansy 10.02.2005

(Curtsey)
Dear Madam Rebecca, Mistresses and sissies,

Yippee!

My new shoes have arrived in time for our holiday next week. (We always take the week of St Valentine's Day). I collected them from the Post Office this morning and couldn't wait to get home and try them on this evening. Mistress lent me a pair of pop socks and both pairs of shoes fit!

The Ally pair is slip-on in style and has a low heel but Mistress says they're perfectly suitable for public wear. The Sunshine pair resemble Mary Janes but with a wide T-bar. Mistress has even given me permission to wear them as sandals with shorts in the Summer!

They weren't cheap but they are UK size 9 (USA 11; Europe 43) (which is the largest they make) and I've even bought the Sunshine in extra-wide fitting, though not all styles are available as such. I'm wearing the Ally pair as I write and they're very comfortable - much more so than my Mary Jane's. They also make several pairs of lace-ups which look more masculine (as well as male shoes), so I'll be getting my next pair of 'ordinary' shoes here, too (though that's not likely to be for many years when my existing male shoes wear out and also assuming I'm not much more properly Feminized by then). For anyone who's interested, the address is www.hottershoes.com

May you all be as happy as me!

Love,
Cissy Pansy
(Curtsey)

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449 sissy Demeanour In Public

(Curtsey)
Dear Madam Rebecca, Mistresses and sissies,

When I'm a male, I stride down the street, looking people in the eye. I can't pass as a Female, but I do go out to local shops dressed completely (bar shoes and that's only temporary) en Femme. I am wary of attracting attention to myself in case someone realizes I'm wearing Ladies' clothes, so I don't stand tall and I avoid eye contact: basically, my demeanour is much more submissive, though I'll still look directly at a Shop Assistant. Is this normal? Is it likely to avoid drawing attention to me?

Yours sincerely,
Cissy Pansy
(Curtsey)


Dear Cissy Pansy,

Submission is only part of the proper attitude of a sissy; complete respect and being very polite are others. Yes, it is normal for the clothing to affect the person and this is the major reason I advocate the Feminisation of a male.

Madam Rebecca

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448 Knee Pads

Curtsey)
Dear Madam Rebecca, Mistresses and sissies,

Yesterday I scrubbed the kitchen floor and wiped the dining room floor on my hands and knees, which was quite painful on my knees. Is it acceptable for a sissy Maid to wear knee pads on such occasions?

Yours sincerely,
Cissy Pansy
(Curtsey)

Hi,

I think that sissies should often wear knee pads.

A cd mistress I had, required me to have dainty kneepads with lace or ruffled trim. I had to have them in my purse along with a bib as well, in case I was called upon to service her orally.

Phil Ferris

Dear Cissy Pansy,

The sissy Maid should be equipped to do the job properly. It's not about inflicting pain on a sissy who is serving as a sissy Maid should so if your knees hurt while you were in my service you get the knee pads you deserved. I prefer a sissy Maid to scrub on her knees and not use a mop, by the way.

Madam Rebecca

Hello, Madam Rebecca. :)

Might I enquire as to the preference between the two? I'm guessing that it's a better clean to use the scrub brush instead of the mop?

Unless of course there is another more "sissy" reason you prefer that I'm not aware of.

Be well,
Beth :)

Hounoured Madam Rebecca,

May I put my thinking on this matter into the discussion? There are several advantages for a Maid to scrub a floor on her knees. One; she is a position which shows clearly her inferior status. Two; you can get more pressure with a scrubbing brush and the floor is cleaner. Three; you can get right into the corners. Four; you can see much easier if the floor is clean enough and five; with a suitable sponge or cloth you can almost dry the floor so it can be walked on much sooner. Oh and six; if your Mistress decides you are not working hard enough you are in a convenient position for some correction or encouragement to be adiminstered.

I am right up to date on this matter as I scrubbed Mistress Alexis' kitchen floor this afternoon.

Maid Angela

(Curtsey)
Dear Beth,

Far be it from me to tell you what Madam Rebecca thinks (as I have been told by Her in as many words), but it seems to me that the purpose of scrubbing floors on hands and knees is not to do with efficiency or effectiveness but servitude and submission. I surmise it is precisely because it is less efficient and effective that She prefers it to be done on hands and knees. Besides, it is far more revealing (of panties and stockings and suspenders) for a sissy to be working in this position and this must surely be far more attractive a sight to any Lady Who is aroused by sissies. Madam Rebecca has often written of how the thought of Sissie scrubbing their kitchen floor on her hands and knees while She is enjoying sex with a man greatly enhances Her pleasure. I'm just glad She doesn't require us to use a toothbrush!

Yours sincerely,
Cissy Pansy
(Curtsey)

Thank you, Cissy Pansy, for your input. I wasn't sure if that was a part of it, and didn't want to assume. I would imagine it's both reasons.

Take care,
Beth :)

Deep curtsey to All and chaste kisses to all the other sissy Maids.

Ms. M always requires that all floors etc must be scrubbed on my knees to ensure perfection and to assure my utmost submissiveness. I asked about knee pads once and, to my regret, Ms. M said my skirts were padding enough and that I must accept doing my work without too many modern conveniences such as a mop. They are both too easy and the chore is just not well done.

Deep curtsey,
Ms. M's sissy housemaid Tanya

Scrubbing the floor will get it cleaner than just using a mop but I also like to see a sissy down on his knees scrubbing the floor: it always puts a smile on My face.

Madam Rebecca

Very well said, First, First Maid Angela.

I know you speak with a great deal of experience, I have seen many wonderful photos of you on your hands and knees scrubbing the floor! I have one more reason listed in my answer.

Madam Rebecca

Dear Cissy,

You have mentioned some good points but it is more effective to scrub a floor on your hands and knees. A mop does a fast job while a hand scrubbing does a quality job. Mops tend to leave things along the edges and do not always remove ground in dirt or stains that require elbow grease! I have required a sissy to use a toothbrush now and then but it is for punishment for not doing a good job in the first place. To require a Maid to use a toothbrush all the time just to do it is rather a waste of labour and makes little sense.

Madam Rebecca

And my wife just had new tile floors installed on the hallways and kitchen.

Donna
Deep curtsey

One of Ms. M's innovations to improve cleanliness has been to replace the upright vacuum cleaner with an old style tubular one that uses a hose. To keep me close to my work, the steel tubes are removed and the attachments are connected directly to the hose. I have to kneel to do the chore but I can put more pressure on the rug, and get into the corners better.
She has me use a toothbrush as a punishment for floors also, but sometimes compromises and lets me use a nail brush; a bit faster but just as tedious.

Deep curtsey,
Ms. M's sissy Maid Tanya

Good Afternoon Madam Rebecca,

This is my first time e-mailing so please forgive me if it is not proper. I just wanted to add that if a sissy hurts herself because she is not wearing knee pads then she is of little use to anyone.

There is a saying my Mistress likes to use and it goes "a sick sissy is a burden to her Mistresss." Healthy sissies are also more attentive.

Respectfully yours,
Amber

(Curtsey)
Dear Madam Rebecca, Mistresses and sissies,
The greatest improvement my Wife and I made to the cleanliness of our house was when we bought a Dyson bagless vacuum cleaner. The first time I used it, I left the filters open by mistake and still filled the cylinder and that was just from our living room (approx 12'x10'). I realised my error and re-cleaned the room. I filled the cylinder again. I swear, it cleans the foundations! It's so good, I have to fight my Wife to use it!

Love,
Cissy Pansy
(Curtsey)

(Curtsey)
Dear Madam Rebecca, Mistresses and sissies,

Many thanks to all of you who replied to this letter several weeks ago. I, and my knees especially, am grateful.

The overwhelming consensus seemed to be yes.

However, when I've searched for kneepads on-line I've been unable to find anything suitably sissy. I'm fine if I'm a construction worker or skateboarder, but not if I'm a Maid, Housewife or Cleaner. Could some kind person point me in the right direction and preferably within the UK?

Thank you for your help.

Love,
Nancy
(Curtsey)

Some garden places sell pads for kneeling outside in the garden and since they are made for Ladies they sometimes have Feminine designs, but if they don't you could always paint or colour some sissy designs on them yourself to make them appropriate for a sissy to kneel on.

Jack

Honey,

You should make your own.

Just get some foam rubber and tie it to your knee with a long oblong scarf.

Donna

Go to a garden centre and they should have them for Women.

Madam Rebecca

(Curtsey)
Dear Jack,

What an excellent idea! Thank you.

Love,
Nancy
(Curtsey)

(Curtsey)
Dear Madam Rebecca,

Thank You!

Love,
Nancy
(Curtsey)

(Curtsey)
Dear Donna,

I couldn't bear to treat a scarf in such a cavalier fashion!

Love,
Nancy
(Curtsey)

Baby Girl,

You need a kneeling pad, not knee pads.

You can find some really cute ones at the home gardening shops...

Knee pads will allow you to separate your legs and that makes an unsightly pic from behind.

Little girls should keep their knees together unless otherwise told to do differently...

I hope this suggestion helps you in your search.

All tied up with anticipation,
Annastasiadomme

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447 Teddy Bears

(Curtsey)
Dear Madam Rebecca, Mistresses and sissies,

Madam Rebecca has mentioned several times humiliating Sissie by sending her to bed early in front of guests, but first requiring her to parade herself in her nightie and holding a dolly. On other occasions Sissie has had to play with a dolly in front of guests.

Would a teddy bear be an acceptable alternative? I ask because I routinely sleep with a teddy bear and have done so for over a decade, but it's not a childhood bear.

Yours sincerely,
Cissy Pansy
(Curtsey)

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445 Cissy Pansy 05.02.2005

(Curtsey)
Dear Madam Rebecca, Mistresses and sissies,

03.02.2005

My new mobile (cell) phone fascia arrived today. It has pink flowers on a blue-white background; very sissy. I changed it for the Tigger cover I'd been using (which I felt was merely childish) before going to work.

04.02.2005

I bought some Nair today and cleaned my legs, buttocks and tummy. A message was posted in this group some time ago to another site with waxing tips and that recommended using an ice pack to prevent problems with trapped hairs. I didn't use ice but I did use cold water. My legs were numb when I finished.

05.02.2005

I woke up this morning to the fabulous feeling of a pair of silky-smooth legs; mine! It was simply sensational. Sissies, if you haven't done your legs you simply must. You have no idea what you're missing!

Normally as I wake up the word panties wanders through my mind and my little wiggle goes all stiff. Today the sensation from my legs did the trick!

I showered and used more Nair to remove a few patches on the back of my legs I'd missed. I also trimmed my pubic hair and Naired my little wiggle and little cherries, too. After a cold water shower they really were very little!

I put on my lingerie and Ladies' trouser suit. My legs looked really good in stockings without all that horrible hair. While Mistress was showering I went across to the local supermarket; about one hundred yards as the sissy minces. I had to wear my brogues again as my Ladies' shoes hadn't arrived. This was the first time I'd been out on my own in daylight dressed en Femme. I was quite nervous and my stance was hunched. The only Person I looked in the eye was the Checkout Operator.

When I got back, Madam had arrived. I started to cook breakfast then, when Mistress came down, I sorted the laundry. Madam came into the kitchen and politely asked me to move so She could pour Herself another cup of tea. I suggested it might be easier if She simply took the tea into the dining room, where She was sitting, so She did.

Mistress said it was the first time She could ever remember Madam following the suggestion of a male without arguing. Madam said She no longer thought of me as a male!

While eating breakfast, Madam remarked that I was far less aggressive since I'd confessed to being a sissy and She thought it was all to do with me being able to be myself. Strangely, my male manager, but not my colleagues, thinks I've recently become more aggressive.

Later, while They were shopping together, Madam told Mistress I'd really come out of my shell since December. The conversation at the table was very Girly and also quite explicit. I felt honoured to be included. Madam Rebecca and Sissie have written of this phenomenon often, where a sissified male is treated as one of the Girls. It was wonderful.

We all went out to Claire's, one of a chain of cheap costume jewellers. Madam said Her trouser suit suited me more than it had done Her in the end, but agreed with Mistress that buttoning it made my padded bra very obvious. Mistress later said She's becoming used to going out with me dressed en Femme.

We spent most of an hour in Claire's and bought a load of stuff, mostly for me, including three pairs of clip-on ear-rings, a 60" strand of pink 'pearls,' which goes round my neck three times, and some matching bracelets. Mistress also bought me a pink cosmetics bag with a picture of three Ballerinas bending over and showing Their panties, which have been coloured sparkly pink. I thought it would be an acceptable alternative to Maids. Mistress bought Herself a new anklet, as the old one is too loose now She's lost weight, and She's given me the old one. I'm wearing it as I write this at work, but under my sock, I'm afraid.

I went home, dressed as a Maid and cleaned the house, including scrubbing the kitchen floor on hands and knees. Mistress and Madam went shopping in the city.

Madam bought virtually a whole new wardrobe for almost nothing and I was a very lucky sissy, too. A leotard pattern had arrived recently and They bought some material - black with a gold cross-hatched pattern. It's too fancy for me to wear out (at this stage, at least), but it'll be very pretty. Mistress also bought me a pair of bright pink mule slippers and a pair of yellow short-panties - the first time I've been bought a pair of panties.

Just before They came home I changed into my blouse and mini-skirt and did some Secretarial work. Then I had to put on male clothes as we were having guests for dinner.

Love,
Cissy Pansy
(Curtsey)

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440 Cissy Pansy 01.02.2005

(Curtsey)
Dear Madam Rebecca, Mistresses and sissies,

I've been making a few minor changes to my appearance. I've removed some of the hair on my legs (up to just above sock level) and it feels weird as I have a narrow band of naked flesh. It looks weird, too. The coolness reminds me to keep my trouser legs down, though!

I'm wearing Lipsalve all the time and yes, I do fix it while looking in the mirror in the gents and in the rear view mirror in my car. I don't have a compact. No, I haven't been discovered, yet.

I'm gradually removing my sideburns. They've never been very long (I'm rooted in the early '80s) and were unfashionably short but now they're almost non-existent and getting shorter. No-one's noticed.

I'm plucking my eyebrows. They were very shaggy until my hairdresser trimmed them a few months ago: now they're just thick. I'm removing a few every day and even I haven't noticed!

I'm wearing clear nail varnish on my fingernails (and my toenails are still bright red, but so what?) The fingernails were first noticed by a male colleague (the most homophobic person I know, to boot) a week ago and he mentions it most days - and isn't keeping it to himself either. It was all round the males in the staff room at lunch today. Am I still wearing it? Yes. Am I sticking to my story that they're brittle and it's 'Hard As Nails'? You bet!

I ordered two pairs of Ladies' shoes yesterday from Hotter, http://www.hottershoes.com/, as they say they're wide fitting. I want to be able to wear them outside, so they're not overly Feminine. I've ordered 'Ally' in navy. They have a noticeable wedge heel, though they're still low heel, are slip-on in style and are fairly plain. The 'Sunshine' pair is similar to Mary Janes with a thick T-bar and Velcro fastening. I've ordered them in black. They'll take up to ten days to come. I can't wait!

I also bought a digital camera - a Jessop's Funcam - for just £20. I'll try and persuade Mistress to take some pictures of me this weekend and then I'll post them.

Yours sincerely,
Cissy Pansy
(Curtsey)

PS (Curtsey) I've just answered the phone to Madam. I've always liked Her but it's amazing how much more easy it is to talk to Her now that She knows about the sissy in me and we can talk about Girly things. (Curtsey)